My car is going to cost £650 to fix. Gutted. I've only had it for 3 months.

So I'm without a car for the week, and pretty much skint for the rest of my life. Well, for the next 6 months. But I really wanted to start saving towards a deposit, for when I eventually get my own house/flat, knowing that it will take years to do so. And this is setting me back even further.

My financial situation isn't the only issue. My flatmates boyfriend has got a day job. He spends every single night at the flat, and when he was working evenings, at least he wasn't coming round until late. Now he works the same hours as me, so he's always here in the evening. And every night. And in the morning. And all weekend.

He even sits in her room on the laptop while she watched tv in the living room. What’s the point, he might as well go back to his own house for a few hours if they are not going to spend that time together. He practically lives here. In fact he spends more nights here than I do - I usually go home at least every other week, he never spends a night in his own house. This flat is not big enough for the three of us.

I'm off to have beans on toast - about the only food I can afford at the moment.

Rage!!!!!

At least Heroes is on tonight. That will make me feel better. Or just extremely confused.